May 18, 2012 by Beth Hess
I live in a tunnel. Hide in a cave. It’s safer in here. Then I wonder why I can’t find myself. Why I keep bumping into the same old walls. It’s dark. My eyes are limited. I guess it’s all that hiding.
What I thought was protecting me is really a trap. Unless I leave here, I cannot go anywhere.
It’s not that life is necessarily better “there” … I am learning to love all the things right “here” … but I am called to more. And the more is out there. I know it. Know that I know that I know it. Go. Move.
From back here, looking towards the end of the tunnel, there’s not so much to see. It doesn’t feel worth it sometimes. But when I get to the end, it’s only then I can see how limited my view has been. The world is SO MUCH BIGGER, brighter, more colorful than my tunnel eyes can see. I am no longer blocked by my frame. My eyes adjust and the possibilities are suddenly endless. My new “here” … and I stop longing for “there” … I have arrived. It’s time to explore.
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